i bear the pain that no one else has to.

frustrated.

there's actually a lot that i wanna say but everytime i try to get those words out of my mind,
i get stuck..
i know how much words can hurt one..
but it sucks to hold back..

i hate it when i have to cry softly..
when i cry, i just wanna cry out loud, real loud..
but i know you hate it when i cry.
so i cant do that.

everything i do is not reasonable.
yea that's what you think?
just a stupid girl asking too much.
yea you're right..

...
what am i doing?? -_-

YO~

YO~ im finally back..
for the first time in months..
im gonna try posting more frequently..
=D
YAY!!

Party for DOGs =D

today has been quite an interesting day =D
i went to a dog party at DeptPet in Metro Prima with my mum and sis, and of course, kiki our cute little dog =P
at first i thought there would not be much ppl but i was wrong indeed.
there was a lot of ppl with their beloved dogs and puppies, all dressed up ( i mean the dogs not human =P )..
there were two sections of buffet area, one for dogs and one for human.
i was quite surprised to see that the pies for DOGS are actually better looking then for human..
the dogs had kabab, meatballs, pies, CAKES, bread and sooooooo much more.






kiki =D


dogs' buffet =P



someone else's dog =D cute~

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how can a 13-year-old be such an naive idiot??
ggrrr...

2 friends, true friends. =]

yesterday, which is 7th,
i went out with my best-est friend, zhanchin..
we hung out at Jusco, Kepong..
we watched 2 movies:
The Last Airbender & The Sorcerer's Apprentice..
i was so happy to be hanging out with her.
though we hadnt seen each other for months but it felt close, still.
we chatted, we laughed, and hit each other. xD
just like old time.
i think this is what called true friend..
no need to hide what you feel, what you wanna say,
just let it all out..
kind of like when in Korea..
wonderful feelings.
i feel wonderful.
and i hope it will last.
=]

lalalala~~

i practised the piano for 2.5 hours today..
still not what i should do, 4 hours...
im working hard on it...
after seeing all the pro, i wanna be one too xD
add oil!!